Silence

I tried tried and tried

But couldn’t find it

Even in my thoughts

There was no silence

Silence evades me

We sit on opposite sides

We love yet hate each other

Oh how I wish you were with me

But when you were there I never liked you

Now I call you to come to me

But if and when you come

I know I will hate you

My days, my hours, my thoughts

My life, my dreams, my world

filled with sounds and clutter

Sound of incessant laughters

And continuous cries

Noise of continuous tantrums

And hours of endless plays

My home is filled with little steps

My heart is filled with big joys

And my mind is filled with sounds

Sounds I hope are always there

Silence though I wish for

Silence though I know is imminent

But still I hope it escapes me forever

And my home, my heart is forever filled with

Little laughters, 

small prints, 

big noises and 

bigger joys

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