Lost without you

In a blind haze I run after you

You left me dry and pleading

You became me and

left me needing

I started living through you

You became my each moment

You were my time,

You were my rhyme

You filled my day and

You became my dreams

You became my voice

And you were my screams

You became me and

Left me mute

Where ever I look I see your prints

I keep hoping you are still there

But my heart sinks

Only your imprints but you are not there

I try and envision but don’t find you anywhere

You were the soul of my empty sack

You were there everywhere

In the soft chuckle

In the loud giggle

In the warmth of fingers

In sighs and quivers

In the balcony

On the table

In the kitchen

With the ladles

With the stars in the night

In the music and in the fights

You became me

And left me aching

I am lost without you

I am not alive without you

I plead and pray

For you to come find me

For you to come to me

For you to be me

My muse,

Come make me cry again

Come make my pen fly again

(C) Juztamom 2013

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